June 9th 2026
11:36am
hello, so its been a very long time. let me get u caught up real quick. we've moved out! we finally got our own place and things have honestly been so much better. i had to get a second job bc rent is so expensive and i was doumb last year and got a car i could already barely affod lol. also, i've been thinking, and as much as i love making this website and just websites in general, i dont think im going to pursue anything in coding. i just dont like the idea of how much ai is being used in coding and i dont want to work in an industry that is being geared towards it. simply put, i dont want to be a part of the problem. im still working at walmart, and i didnt think that ai would be inclcuded in my job (at least not until it got completly taken over by robots) but now theyve put ai in the cameras and send "safety" alerts to our phones, in which we have to take a photo of what alerted the camera to go off and select what caused it to go off. ive been trying to avoid doing it as much as possible bc i genuinely do not want to train walmarts ai, or ai in general. but living in such a small town idk where i could even get another job at, so i dont even have the option to change jobs. but anyway, in other news. wedding planning is stressing me tf outttt. were wanting a really small wedding and trying to find a venue around us that we both like thats geared towards smaller weddings and doesnt cost an arm and a leg is genuinely annoying me. we found one we really really like thats within budget but its 3 hours away and im worried about how out of town guests would get there if its not close to an airport. i dont even know really how to go about planning the wedding aside from trying different planning apps and just going with what they say. Nova's been helpful tho but most of it is up to me since im more of the planner in the relationship. im just hoping everything goes smooth, but the temptation to just go up to the courthouse atp but lets hope for the best. were also hoping to move after our lease it up, we wanna move to missouri since Nova wants to get a job at a dispensary and im hoping to transfer walmarts until i do actually find something better (hopefully with much higher pay) and we've started thinking about kids as well and im so excited and cannot wait. but is just a lot to save up for between wedding, housing, and kids. but we'll figure it out. anyway i sadly gotta get ready for work now but it was fun catching yall up, talk soon!